Mind the head

I had to go to the doctor recently to get to know if I had any problems with my heart. One doctor suggested I checked everything at the cardiologist so I went there to check everything. The only thing I was worrying about was coffee, I was frightened that he would put a ban on my coffee consumption. I thought that I would survive everything but coffee ban. I love drinking coffee and I really don’t understand people who have no feeling for this particular drink. They make themselves deprived of the greatest pleasure in life (I can think of better ones, still…) and the most exciting moment of stirring coffee and licking the first cup with foamy milk. I don’t know why but I love it!

Since I plan to get married next year and because I have organized the basic things. The only thing I have to do is to buy the dress and to take care of my look which is not much at all. I started to think about marriage and its advantages and disadvantages. Will it destroy everything? Will it change my whole life for worse? Or maybe for better. The fact that we live together is already revealing the worst things about us. I’m not saying that we can’t talk, we’re doing quite well. I’m still in love but there are plenty of things I find frustrating, he’s doing the mess for example. So should I marry or shouldn’t, that is the question that bothers me recently.

Why is it extremely time consuming to produce a decent dinner for your family? It takes more than I would like it to take. On the other hand, I don’t plan nor want to use semi-products or canned foods as I strongly believe they are unhealthy. That is why I keep standing in kitchen to cook some full of vegetables meal.

Actually, there are times when I find it satisfying and worth my time but today I can only think of time-condumin cooking rather than consuming anything.

I have recently seen a very good movie with Kate Winslet. I adore this actress, her style, her charm and look. I tend to watch the movies which she stars in, regardless what critics say or write. But I can definitely say that her best film was “Iris”, the sory about Iris Murdoch and her battle with Alzeimer’s disease. Wonderful scenario, great scenes and fascinating acting in which she showed the inconveniences and threats people with Alzheimer face.